"Hey, who are you?"
[[not really anyone]]
[[i don’t know]]
"I should have asked somthing else"
[[...]]"I should have asked something else"
[[...]]
"Who were you?"
[[<img src="http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotes.gif" width="100" height="100" alt="..."> ->Dramatic]][[<img src="http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luv.gif" width="100" height="100" alt="This"> ->Loveobsessed]] [[<img src="http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scene.png" width="100" height="100" alt="This"> ->Scene]][[<img src="http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weeb.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="This"> ->Weeb]] [[<img src="http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/goth.gif" width="100" height="100" alt="This"> ->Goth]] "That’s who you were?"
[[I thought so, I really never truly was]]
[[Yes, but not anymore]]"Does that mean it wasn’t real?"
[[It’s not real anymore either way]]
[[I was a child, everything was pretend]]"You’ve moved on?"
[[That’s not me]]
[[I still remember…]]
Double-click this passage to edit it.Double-click this passage to edit it.Double-click this passage to edit it.Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Taco waffles catz"
[[Please don't, I'm having war flashbacks]]
[[I was more of the xxbloody_tearsxx type]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Fun times?"
[[God I embarrassed myself so much]]
[[It's still fun times, but I'm... calmer]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"That was a heavy identity for someone so young"
[[Well, everything felt so heavy at the time]]
[[I only thought it was my identity. Look at me now]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"It doesn't feel heavy now?"
[[Not in an existential angst kind of way. In a grounded, taking responsiblity way]]
[[I am older and better at judging the world]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"The lack of black nail polish is apparant. You were wrong about yourself?"
[[I just wanted to be different]]
[[I just wanted somewhere to belong]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"At least you didn't cosplay and LARP"
[[...->larp]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You're still a weeb?"
[[Hey, I still enjoy anime, but I'm certainly not obsessed anymore]]
[[Excuse me the term is Otaku]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Catchy"
[[My mom shares stuff like that on facebook now]]
[[Why did I think stuff like that was cool?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }
</style>"Ah, young love"
[[If you can call it "love" in middle school]]
[[Every crush seemed such a big deal...]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Not into teh randomz anymore?"
[[How unique I thought I was being]]
[[Who started that stupidity?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Did the tears dry up?"
[[I stopped romanticizing my negative emotions]]
[[I was never as sad as I convinced myself I was]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Why wouldn't you?"
[[Holding hands at recess isn't dating]]
[[It was obsession]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"And they weren't?"
[[Compared to worrying about money and jobs and college? No, they weren't]]
[[I know what love is now]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"What's it like seeing that?"
[[It seems so long ago]]
[[She won't let me unfriend her]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Doesn't matter, you can't change it now"
[[I probably liked it because my friends did]]
[[I wouldn't anyway, it was still fun]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"But it wasn't, in the scheme of things"
[[No... maybe I'll look back on now the same way]]
[[So much has changed so quickly]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Aw, don't be mean"
[[It brings up bad memories]]
[[It's not 2006, mom!]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"But it was fun!"
[[No, it was uncomfortable and embrassing for all parties involved]]
[[With the amount of drama over relationships that were pretend anyway? No way->No, it was uncomfortable and embrassing for all parties involved]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"A little ominous for a 13 year old"
[[I was full of hormones]]
[[I had nothing to gauge love against]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"You'll be embarassed by the way you meme these days"
[[I'm going to stay away from the memeing thanks]]
[[So nothing will ever change]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Have you?"
[[Everything around me has]]
[[I don't even remember who I used to be]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You have better perspective now"
[[Yeah, and I'm calmer than I was back then. Go figure.]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Did you find someone?''
[[There have been a few someones]]
[[What is love?]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Did they have a big influence on you?"
[[You haven't formed many of your own preferences and opinions at that age. I was easily drawn in]]
[[I wanted to be cool. I was like 12. You always want to be cool when you're 12.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"What changed?"
[[I didn't want to be THAT different]]
[[I realized I was different just as I was]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Did you belong?"
[[No, I further alienated myself->belong]]
[[Sort of. While it lasted->belong]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"That still sounds heavy"
[[I'm handling it. I'm okay]]
[[Yes, it still is]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Not as dark as you thought?"
[[It's definitely dark. Just not romantically so]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Everyone was special in the same way"
[[If I could go back I'd do it differently]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"No idea on who but that's circa 2006. Approximately.
[[I know who is responsible for this]]
[[Even a decade is not enough distance]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"How are you now?"
[[I'm hanging on. It's rough, but I can handle it]]
[[The emotional rollercoaster ended with puberty->I'm hanging on. It's rough, but I can handle it]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Why would you convinve yourself you were sad?"
[[It was the thing to be. Emo is to 2000s as Weirdo is to 90s]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Bad memories?"
[[School sucked]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"What's wrong with 2006?"
[[What do you mean what's wrong with 2006?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"But the evidence remains. The fanart, fanfics..."
[[The evidence is under abandoned usernames]]
[[I'm proud of my history. Embarassing as it is.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"YOU LIAR, YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED"
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_DV9b0x7v4">DAMN STRAIGHT</a><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Does that make it lust?"
[[No, it probably had something to do with self-esteem.]]
[[Sex was still gross. There was just social pressure.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Do you have something to compare it to now?"
[[Yes, you have that one experience and then it becomes clear]]
[[Every failure makes it clearer, but you can never really know]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"But you still did it"
[[Rite of passage I guess]]
[[The tween shows and magazines made it seem so important]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Did you get help?"
[[I wasn't bad enough to need it]]
[[Yes, eventually]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"What's the thing to be now?"
[[I don't know. Hipster is already passé. I can't keep up]]
[[I don't know what the tweens are. But for my age it's "fandom"]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>
"Smells like tee-"
[[Wrong decade]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"So you weren't that crazy about it"
[[No, I still was]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You DIDN'T!"
[[Hey, it's a legitimate hobby]]
[[I destroyed the deviantart evidence years ago]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You said that you had changed"
[[Well I mean I have]]
[[Respecting who I was doesn't mean I'm still that person.]]"Are you grown up now?"
[[Compared to then I suppose. But I don't feel like it.]]
[[Yeah, I guess I am]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Do you have your own preferences now?"
[[Of course, I'm not a kid anymore]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"When does that stop?"
[[Probably after High School]]
[[Never, you just put less and less effort into it]]"What do you feel like, if you aren't that person anymore?"
[[Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Never worked out?"
[[Nah, but that's how it is.]]
[[I'm hoping this one does]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"That's what growing up is. Having more and more on your plate and being more and more capable of dealing with it"
[[And yet you still feel like you can't handle it. Maybe I'm not grown up enough.]]
[[Am I really grown up?]]
"Do you miss your troubles being so minor?"
[[It's not the troubles, it was my ability to deal with them]]
[[No, bigger troubles means better experiences]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You don't think you learned anything valuable?"
[[I know how to tease my hair better than anyone I know?->regrets]]
[[I learned it WAS just a phase, mom->regrets]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Do you belong somewhere now?"
[[No, I never figured it out]]
[[I found a different group, but it's probably temporary too]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Maybe you belonged in black all along"
[[I can't go back]]
[[I gave up on belonging]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Is that your life? Switching from group to group wistfully searching for a home?"
[[Belonging isn't real]]
[[I'm hoping to find a place one day]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You became the only one in black in a sea of khaki."
[[It's less exhilirating after you're 16]]
[[Black is goth khaki]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"So you're at a place of self-acceptance and appreciation"
[[Well, I tried to be, it doesn't always work out]]
[[Now I wear black nailpolish just because it's pretty]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You've come a long way. Do you miss your fishnets and combat boots?"
[[And raccoon eyes? God, never.]]
[[More than I like to admit]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Are you okay?"
[[no]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"They why don't you be that again?"
[[It wouldn't be real]]
[[I would be starting from scratch]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Has nothing changed after all?"
[[Just superfically]]
[[No...]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You're still that same kid"
[[I can't be]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"That's still you"
[[I don't want to admit that]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Trouble relating to the youths?"
[[Funny. I'm just over it.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Is that what you are?"
[[Nope. I'm done with these so-called subcultures]]
[[I guess so, but I don't like that term]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"So now you're stuck"
[[Yes I am]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Was that as close as you'll ever get?"
[[It probably was]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"That's decisive"
[[I've grown old enough to know some truths]]
[[There has to be some reason for it]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You're searching now the same way you were then"
[[I've always been me]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"When is 'enough'?"
[[When life falls into place]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Legally and physically"
[[I just have to accept it]]
[[Not in terms of experience]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Don't try and get all deep on me, this is about you"
<a href="https://youtu.be/09m0B8RRiEE?t=46s">WHAT IS LOVE</a><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Oh. Who?"
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yavx9yxTrsw">The Queen</a>
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You're trying to distance yourself from who you were?"
[[Can you blame me?]]
[[I'm trying to move foreward]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"I mean, what's wrong with 2006?"
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5im0Ssyyus"> I mean let's start here </a><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"No more fun?"
[[No. No more fun. I have a reputation to uphold.]]
[[Fun, but adult fun. Like barbaques and wine tasting.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"That depends on your interpretation of change"
[[I'll always be the same person]]
[[The world will never be any different]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Thnx fr th mmrs"
[[What's with the nostalgia trip?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"You don't want to be cool anymore?"
[[Well... No, I guess I still do]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"How much effort are you putting in?"
[[Not much]]
[[More than I'd like to admit]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Think of your favorite tv shows right now. How many of them did someone recommend to you? How many of them are loved by your friends? What about with the memes you pass around? The youtubers you watch?"
[[Hey, I found them all myself!]]
[[What are you saying?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Liar"
[[No, it's different! I'm different!]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"I don't know. I'm just the narrator, man"
[[So nothing has changed?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End">"You've achiveved balance"
[[Or realism]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"World still sucks but there's fewer victorian ghosts and vampires?"
[[There's no daemons causing horror... just other people]]
[[There's people pretending to be vampires, at least we have that.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Sounds like witness protection"
[[No one can pull #receipts on me!]]
[[I wish I could un-witness some of what I saw]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Embarassed but still proud?"
[[Every action led to who I am today.]]
[[I met some lifelong friends on the anime forums]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"But you're the same?"
[[I mean... no?]]
[[I'm older now, but I'm still me]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"So you found the one?"
[[I hope I did]]
[[Well... no but I've found people I really connected to]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You can't know? Is that so different than how you were?"
[[I know more!]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Did you get through your self esteem issues?"
[[It's an ongoing proccess]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Isn't there always social pressure to date?"
[[You're right. It just evolves.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"How much experience does one need to be grown up?"
[[Once I'm passed whatever phase this is]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"As much as you had thought?"
[[Maybe less]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"It sounds like you're proud of your kid self after all"
[[I'm proud of who it led me to be]]
[[I struck out to learn to read and speak Japanese, I was a determinded little kid]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You deleted your old self"
[[Good riddance]]
[[Don't say it like that, that's awful]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Do you wish you were never that person?"
[[Sometimes]]
[[No, it was me, for better or worse.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"But that's what you did. Erased who you were."
[[I still have my memories]]
[[I don't want to be reminded of something I'm not]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"That's good"
[[I mean a lot of them don't watch anime anymore so we don't have as much in common]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Not like an anime fan to care about fitting in!"
[[I mean... I don't?]]
[[Are you trying to get me to admit to something?]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"The dark side has yaoi"
[[I'm leaving]]
[[Yes. Stuff like that.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"But where would you be now without that?"
[[Somewhere else]]
[[Exactly where I am now]][[he farted]]
[[i farted on him]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You're you now because of the you you were"
[[Amen for that]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Don't forget"
[[I won't]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You don't want to remember"
[[No->.]]
Double-click this passage to edit it.Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You're jaded"
[[Probably]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Done with labels?"
[[It's too hard to fit in one these days anyway]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"A reputation as being what?"
[[Me?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"That's not really you, is it?"
[[Maybe? I don't know who I am]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"You gotta decide, have you or haven't you changed?"
[[I have]]
[[I haven't]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Aw, why?"
[[Friendships were fickle]]
[[Limewire viruses]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Why's that?"
[[No one knew who they were]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"You're avoiding"
[[Fine. School sucked because hundreds of kids in the same building were all simultaneously trying to form their identity. Imagine the chaos.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Did you?"
[[no->nope]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Do you know now?"
[[no->nie]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"I want you to think about those years"
[[Okay?]]"A goth isn't a realist?"
[[I sure wasn't]]
[[I was never REALLY goth]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Is that realization what made you change?"
[[That, and Evanescence went on an extended hiatus"]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"What a world!"
[[I was one of them]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"And now that you're older?"
[[I'm just me.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You were a prep after all"
[[I told you, I was never what I thought I was]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"And?"
[[I'm working on it. Without using an identity crutch]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"How is that different?"
[[No labels. Just adjectives]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"And who are you today?"
[[I'm... post-weaboo?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Who are you now?"
[[I don't know]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Wait, I haven't finished psychoanalyzing you!"
[[Oh my god okay, what do you want?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Was it so bad?"
[[Bleach Linkin Park AMV]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Understandable"
[[Sometimes it's weird to see them doing their new thing. They must feel the same way about me.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"What is your new thing?"
[[It's... you know.. a thing... I don't know]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Do you hate who you were?"
[[I wasted so much energy on an identity I was not]]
[[No I just... hate that I'm nothing now]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"What now?"
[[I don't know. Nothing, I guess]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Is that person really lost?"
[[Yes.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You're very chill about it"
[[Romance is chiller once puberty is over]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Then you'll have made it"
[[That little kid would be proud]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"And you're an adult now. You're different than you were"
[[I can't even remember what it felt like being that person]]"You have no more tears? Really?"
[[I mean metaphorically]]
[[I'm tough]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End">"Oh. I don't really know anything. I'm just a device to help you reflect on your old self and current identity."
[[Shouldn't you be asking deep questions and not trying to make pop culture references?]]Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Well, are you your identity now?"
[[I better be]]
[[I don't have one now]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"You aren't who you were, so who are you now?"
[[I don't know. I don't really have a label.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Okay would you call that a loss of identity?"
[[If you want to say it like that]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"How did you feel back then?"
[[Emotional]]
[[Oddly confident in my ideas]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Okay, how do you feel now?"
[[Too complicated to just summarize like that]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"How do you feel now?"
[[Too complicated to just summarize like that]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"You grew out of it."
[[I grew tired of it.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"Like you did before"
[[Like I did before.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"No more time to play"
[[That's all over]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"What's changed?"
[[...->nothing]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"So that was never you?"
[[Not truly]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"So that was never you?"
[[Not truly]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You still dont know"
[[Are you trying to tell me I'm just as clueless about love?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You said it, not me."
[[This is not what I signed up for when I woke up today]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End">Double-click this passage to edit it.Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You're still cookin'"
[[Yeah, I'm not there yet]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"We'll talk when you're done then"
[[Oh, okay]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"That doese sound sucky"
[[Is it so wrong of me not to want to relive stressful years just for your amusement?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You'll figure that out"
[[Then we'll see if my teenage pining wasn't in vain.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You sounded like you had it figured out."
[[I have more figured out anyway]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"You're still waiting on that?"
[[Yes]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You don't feel at all sentimental?"
[[Maybe sometimes. For the music and stuff like that.]]
[[I wish I could forget]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"What's wrong with who you were?"
[[It's exactly the kind of person I laugh at now]]
<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Those who don't learn from history..."
[[Trust me I am not doing anything like that again]]
[[Are doomed to teh penguinz 4evr?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You'll ensure you're never that person again?"
[[I will never be that person again.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"I'm just saying, how can you move on by pretending your past never happened?"
[[Easily. Watch me.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Because you miss it"
[[Yes->sceneyes]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Why is that?"
[[I'm not a kid anymore. Life isn't simple like that.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"How many times did you deny it was just a phase?"
[[It doesn't matter, it doesn't invalidate who I was at the time]]
[[I needed that phase though, I had things to work through]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You miss it"
[[In theory, not in practice]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"And now you've worked through them?"
[[I am vaguely content now. That is all one can hope for.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"A lot of stress over nothing, then"
[[Go figure]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"How was that?"
[[Much better than writing terrible poetry on deviantart]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Would you back then be proud of yourself now?"
[[I'd be disappointed in my hair but yes I would]]
[[As much as I'd like to think that, I was too infatuated with feeling terrible to want to feel okay]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"That's good. You made it."
[[Yeah, I did]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You then wouldn't like you now"
[[They better suck it up. This is who they become.]]Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Who is that?"
[[An adult... person]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Was it so bad? Being a weeb?"
[[Well maybe not, after all]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"What does that mean?"
[[I'm just me.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"And then you'll be you?"
[[And then I'll be me.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"You've grown far from the rebel kid"
[[They are past my horizon now.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"A reason for what?"
[[Never belonging anywhere I felt like I should]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"This is just another phase?"
[[Of course]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End">Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"Nothing else?"
[[No, nothing else]]
[[Well... maybe]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"You can't"
[[No, I'll always be defined in part by something I am no longer]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"We all laugh at the kids we were. Scene or no scene."
[[And everyone went through phases they are embarassed by]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Well, what about-"
[[What is your goal here?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Uhhh... self reflection"
[[Why?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"I mean biologically you're a completely new person than you were back then, so I'm interested in what you feel"
[[I feel the same]]
[[I feel completely different]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"What do you listen to now?"
[[A bit of this and that]]"What adolescent is a realist though?""What were you?"
[[A wannabe]]Double-click this passage to edit it.<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Is that your new identity? This and that?"
[[I'm not fully anything, so it fits]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"Doesn't sound like it"
[[Like I said, I'm different now anyway.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style>"I'm trying to help you understand yourself"
[[I'm happier not thinking about it]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Mm-mhm"
[[Fine, I'm still that same kid searching for love. Is that what you want to hear?]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style>"So where does that leave you?"
[[The same place I began.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/scenebg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endemo.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/weebbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endweeb.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style>"No, but-"
[[I got through once, don't make me do it again.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/quotesbg.jpg"); }
</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/enddrama.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style>"Middle school forever"
[[Everyone's dream.]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/luvbg.gif"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endlove.gif" alt="End"><style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Why would you stop pretending to be a vampire? It sounds like a riot"
[[I learned the term 'blood-borne pathogens'and the appeal was lost]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style>"Man, where do you go from that?"
[[Wherever here is]]<style> body { background-image: url("http://banozac.com/beforeyoudisappeared/gothbg.jpg"); }</style><img src="http://banozac.com/twine/endgoth.gif" alt="End">You're an adult. More or less. You deal with the days as they come, plan for what needs planning, stress over the future. But long enough ago for it to seem distant, yet short enough for it to seem close, you were just entering your teenage years. As you entered those years, you entered the internet. You found something there. Years later, it's on the hazy horizon behind you. You're too busy to think about that time. But a voice urges you to remember.
[[Listen]]